If you think your life is miserable today. You're making a sad face...

But WAIT!

think about it again...ain't you're good now =)..no need to worry about clean water and food , shelter nor environment..

They're not as fortune as you....

It may be hard , think about it today...appreciate it before it's too late

There's always the same saying circulate in our life , human are greedy...they always think the grass beside is always greener compare to their. Yes that's human =).. I come to know a lot of friend in this few months time... Some of them show me , even for a small matter they will try to argue because they wan to win over anything they have power in it. To their parents or their friends they always want to win.They will never think their idea is wrong and they will never give up to prove they are correct. I was once like this...

I think life is kind of funny , my life always look like a "analog signal" but not like what people say that it goes up and down...mine is more like combination of analog and digital signal if you know what i mean...i got a few month my life is totally blank without any memories on it , stay up like a zombie..and "POP" the other day everything that's bad will just spam on you , until u have no choice but to believe you can make through of it.

I never blame fate , because i dont believe on that. I never blame god , because i know they're once somebody like us but they can think through all the event that happens on them as a good lesson...i do blame on somebody sometime , but i guess it's okay since i dont have a good memory.

I tell someone that very close to me , to let pass what it's ..let the person who throw those heartless word on you to experience how wrong are them..

I guess what i learnt from all the thing inside a argument is , never try to prove other people wrong , give them a piece of advice ..give a smile to them and tell them to take care =).

We learn through hardship ,disappointment and failure . Seek a piece of advice from people , show your sincerity that you willing to learn. In return what we get is a life-long experience that bring us far away from what we are.

Like someone said , let your life have less regret and you will find that you are actually living a longer life than the others =).

Believe in yourself and stay believe in yourself that you will get through everything through wisdom and determination =)

I think i have some hints from somewhere reach me and tell me what's life all about.I'm not pessimistic currently. =) i just have some mixed feeling inside myself , as i always know that life is that tough sometime but i haven experience it in the past day.Well if you're concern about what actually i'm feeling sad of . My result , my family health ..all is dropping off the margin that i ever see in my life .

That's the last part of 2010 . and Ta-DANGGGG

Here come 2011 , 2011 is my first time i celebrate my countdown with my friend.

For previous i was a Cinderella , i must reach home at 12am .That's my curfew ..

But exception has been made for my first day of 2011 , because dad think he will be just close his eyes one day for me to celebrate with friend.

Although Queensbay Countdown party and their "fireworks" didn't up to our expectation ... I believe in every part of the world .. We're hoping to have the best year than previous previous previous days.

Same to me ,i hope my family are can back to their good health condition , i hope my friend are all close to me even more , i'm hope to be more clever =P ,etc etc etc..well i used "hope" because i think it's like a plan for me in 2011..

Oh ya before i forget , i actually saw some pictures posted by a women in facebook . She have run a total of 1565km of marathon in 2010..I was stunned and that's insane !! 1565km , it would be like my 5 years marathon record if i am so dedicated..she definitely is the sifu of marathon because she almost ran around the globe >.> .. paris , US , london , malaysia and so on so on. Not around the globe la , quite a lot of places..

Back to reality for ME...I just hope to run Sundown Marathon in Singapore Ultra-marathon 84km category ..When i talk to joshua about this , he look at me...>.> and go blank....

btw i'm going to rest now , virus infected TK is here in 2011 =(...ok i better rest more