Ahhh.!!..long time didnt update my blog d...is time to update again, although i dont upload a much picture of my own recently..because i very lazy to bring out the SE cable to transfer those picture into my laptop..

    Btw recently as what i posted long time ago, i am busy with a lot of thing...and that a lot of thing is coming to deadline very very soon..and it's march , i admit i very lazy and even if i am working i will suddenly go and facebook ..because i always got distracted by something else , sigh and tomorrow when those distraction in my own make me feel so pek chek , i promise myself no more facebook, cut down MSN chatting , no more blogging too much for coming 10-12 days and no more sleep early if i cant wake up 4am or 5 am..

      Dont misunderstand i am not showing off that i am good at many thing so i am so busy until need to use almost all 24 hours... just because in the past , many thing i didnt learn it well..like recently society meeting , for past few semester thing we need to pass up to the head..and some of the thing accumulate until too much that i dare not to think about it..

and as always , if got other low priority stuff come in when i doing my very own project , assignment , i will just ignore it until my sir wan me to do it right now...honestly , in deep heart i am not a good worker afterall , at first i just know to blame why they give me so much job to do beside that i need to study summo...and then i understand they giving me opportunity or even if they just meant to find someone to do this job and that people is me i feel very happy to under that service because it make me learn...

      I just remember while i sitting on the chair and day dreaming, got once i was walking to my car with Mr.Andy who's our teambuilding analyst , he ask me how am i recently and i say i am very busy...and i forget what i say about that make it looked like i am complaining my job is overflow ..and after that what he said to me i still remember , when people grow up is automatically that responsibility is growing too..No doubt he's good at giving advice , and seem like he have the power to convince people easily , salute !!and that walk with talking to him just take us 5 minutes ..

    "When you look back on your life, you’ll regret the things you didn’t do more than the ones you did"...this is my quote of the past 20 years..past tense..

What about now???
What about today??

Be decisive even if it means you’ll sometimes be wrong and keep improve myself with quality!!

I gave my past away wit regret because i do nothing in the past 20 years and luckily still not too late...Guys who are too addicted to gaming take my words down , even how good you at a particular online game , one day that online game is going to be outdated and your effort is gone like your fart..but online game have a magnetic force that can attract people really hard , btw i dont think some of you who really see this will stop immediately afterall because you spend your time and money and those sleepless night infront of computer...well if you are lucky then you will stop in coming few week or few month if not i will shake your hand ...er i mean i will say good luck to you lorr.. 

There's something seem to be attractive enough to make me step on the er... trap or gold mine??

Actually i got offered by someone who's a forum guy that offer me a job ,it's sort of like selling their product , have you heard about ScoreA program ?? that's a UPSR,PMR and soon to be SPM learning portal/ tuition portal that let those student to be in the portal and learn through their portal...it's same as tution , just what's different is you can do it anytime you wan and of cos they have sort of like report card too that will send to parent through email i think...

My point is that guy who offered me that job give a very good offer for the comission , how good it's ?? RM150 for single product that sell , of cos many will say that it's not easy to sell those product...but it seem like too much to be real anyway.

I will see further more toward that issue hopefully it's a gold mine not a trap to cheat my money...i dont have much money for him to cheat too , i put all my money in FD T_T...i wanna to put it into ASW2020 but i dont think still got share there T_T...

YEAH!!Last week my mid-term had come to the end , i think this time mid-term ended too fast that make me even cant feel its exist...erm erm , dont wan predict the result d ...let me have a good holiday only give me a surprise...i hope it's a good surprise..

Ya how's your valentine yesterday???i know many people have a great great great time yesterday .. most of them celebrate with their gf/bf , some of them celebrate with their family , some of them celebrate with orphanage and some of them celebrate with their work ..ya i celebrate with my work (with jeremie)...lol luckily he's under my gang , so at least i no need to work alone and sigh for 8 hours..

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Today is officially valentine day that many couple look forward to ..and single might be in also =x..
Yesterday after i work until 10.00PM i started to drive home with a tired mind and body...

After a short drive , i saw the first florist shop that extend their selling items bit longer infront of their shop to catch attention of the crowd that passing by...ya of cos they are successfully catch those guy who have forget today is valentine eve and wanna to give surprise to their gf...

I saw so many guy that is holding the so called a bouquet that is full of those tiny bear...( and girl who receive it will shout OMG~darling you're my man ..mwahh mwahh but guy maybe will be scolding *celaka , the florist shop cheat people eh money 1, put few bear there and cost half of my salary*)..

a lot guy that's buying those bear that cost you more than RM30 i think and that above bear which looked very nice cost you $100 erm ya you didnt see wrongly it's in US dollar.How i know?? because 1 of my friend was searching for this, and he nearly fainted when he see the price tag...

because i was driving that time , i couldn't stop my car to snap those guy face and also the shop lot ...after that shop , i spotted another 1!!

wow that 1 is nice , the shop full of decoration with love shape...and i am also speeding off that time ..=(

btw my college have a big celebration for valentine yesterday , i have some photos in my phone will be posted up soon...

Dunno what's the outcome after today for those couple and single...let look forward tomorrow to see how much fun they have tonight ...

I wanna to make a valentine wish here , cupid angel if you do exist ...please strike your arrow of love to the person that i wish to with so much so much...after you are done with yours..please help me T_T


Yue lao aka old man under the moon(the god of marriage) if you do exist ...please tighten your red string with your magical power that it can last a life time with the people i wish to be with her so much so much until death do us apartHoly Crap...i think this looked more like santa claus......><" ohhh...i think is santa claus trainee because his shirt is whole white .. For those who are single currently , no worries ...as like people told me yesterday it will be your time...Ya just a matter of time but "time" this term covered up the whole range of living life from born to death...woiiii stop being emo here!!!!! Maybe you can just like what people did when chinese new year come ...something like this :- step 1: take a mandarin orange...

Step 2:
Write your name??...er actually i dunno..but i think so write the name up there so that the guy who get that orange can know your name...oh yaya and also handphone number maybe..

Step 3:
Make a wish silently...


Step 4:
Throw ittt!!~~~ and wait for destiny to fall on you..

Above 4 steps picture were all obtain from breadpits...


and yaa you must close your palm together and make a wish :- Girl wishes **( i wan a guy that's tall , strong , 6 pack aps, clever (but not clever than me),loyal,love me , love my family , rich , got the eyes of lee horm , nose of andy lau , hair of jay chou , mouth small small , ear big big (so will listen to me) , have bright future , PHD holder.. hmm i think that's enough d i not so greedy..)

ya normally some will say something like that...
hey that's weird right why only girl that make wishes where all the guy?!?!?!
they are choosing the mandarin orange at the end of the shore there i think...

someday i should try my luck ...=D

=D

Guess who's the 1 that i learn it from????noh noh pei san lorrr......iya kita sama sama single , maybe she just trying to an wei herself =x....(Just kidding)

In many ways actually there's aways a struggle , i dont like to be single but i heard a lot of advantages to be single , i know it well enough ... but my mind always dont allow me to take it that way...=( when i saw couple that walking passed me i will feel lonely .. =D i like to find extra pocket money so i can afford my RM3699 thingy in those year that i am still studying and i related it to relationship that i may have with material thing..

I envy those who's having status on the face , on the hand , on facebook and often i tell myself it doesn't matter because if i am in dating with someone i going to spend my money too..and it's a bad business/investment..that make me feel better LOL!!(Girl who reading this post , dont get it wrong ya...i am still trying to make comparison that are not parallel

In 2008 i know so many people that had break up ..so many so many..but they didnt tell me more detail or they isn't my close friend that will tell me those sad thing and i dont think i will ask people about those sad thing that happen on them..

Some with heart broken apart , write all about their story that begin until the end of it..some that's too sweet and few that's tears dropping...and i go through a blog by random clicking here and there...er not really surprise me actually ,that fella with heart broken apart taking his time to heal...along this way he post up a lot a lot about the past , a lot a lot about regret and also a lot a lot about how his friend helping him to get up too...i dunno him in real life , from his appearance i cant judge that he's a people who cant even take those life challenge that pierce through him..what i know is he stood still in the past when that relationship no longer exist ..and some of the heart broken story make me feel pity for him , he love his girlfriend er ex-girlfriend but he was blind-folded by his own bad attitude (that's what he said) ...=( =( =( ...

LOL i can see that more than 50% of the blogger who are active and single will post so much about valentine...and those who are in relationship will disappear for few day and come back with valentine photo..

That's great for couple when valentine arrive but that's another way round for single..and cant deny it i am also feeling the same as those single.. nevermind i assume even i am single for half of my life or whole life , i can still going on my work,my job , my life...i am not being optimistic just i just assuming!! dont get me wrong , i didnt wan to be alone the whole life ...i also wan people who will spend my money ...

EH josh dont think about spending my money ...

Terms and condition apply to the people who spend my money (exclusive my family)...=S

btw , that quote i learned from pei san actually is real all the time in my past to present..for example

1.I can drive to anywhere i wan without worry my gf will call me up and make me become a driver.

2.i no need headache about special present or surprise that need to give her when her birthday or particular event occur.

3.i no need make decision what food "WE" going to eat...

4.i no need accompany people to go shopping once or more than once a week for more than 2 hours...

5.I have a very flexible time after class and work..

6.I can work more to earn more (cannot say i will study more because even i am not in relationship i can sure that i wont study much too)

7.I no need to become a dummy to let people release their anger on .. or most probably give people bite them ( girl like to bite on their bf when they geram)..and maybe need to visit doctor if she's good at converting anger to attack..ohh... sound like i am going to get whack up by those girl who see my blog....Iya there's also some polite 1 ma ...

8.I have more freedom afterall (Important***)

9.I wont need to be nagged by another person if i didnt eat my meal

10.I no need to report where i went, if suddenly i gone missing

11.I can have more outing with friend ?? ( err.. not really but consider a point too =))

12.Ahar i can still peep on other girl when i wan xD...

13.No need to say i love you or mwahhh infront of friends or in lift ..

14.No need to think about jokes or tricks to "tam" back gf.

okay la i stop at 14...make it another list i have belong to valentine..

btw , of cos there is also advantages that cover off those thing above when in relationship and some say they can reconcile among them through special abilities call multi tasking ..above is just what's currently true for me...those item is subject to changes as time pass ..

I am not afraid to make you all laugh , my friend say if i am so crazy about valentine i can go find some. ***** to accompany me tomorrow ...fill in according to what you think..

It doesn't matter man , this valentine i give myself a excuse ...i have still many buddies out there that's still satu batang LOL...sorry ya those who are single i am not cursing you..

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY <3>

Ya that's something else i wan to say which is unrelated under this post ...i changed my blog title to kap siao cafe ( crap talking cafe) , and i know someone will be laughing and first word come from his mouth is walao eh..and the people who walao eh is my good buddy who influence me with such a good blog title name..btw that quote below my title is nice... <3..

****NOTICE***

after reading that , i still have something to note it...it's very important ..Dont let the post that let you think i am not thinking to have gf !! .....>< , i am just giving my opinion that currently is true!! =D

P/S:Not 50% of the blogger who writing about valentine but is 90% ..

Happy Valentine Everyone ..

If there were no words
No way to speak
I would still hear you

If there were no tears
No way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you

And even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
You're all i need
My love, my valentine

All of my life
I have been waiting for
All you give to me
You've opened my eyes
And showed me how to love unselfishly

I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
In my dreams i couldnt love you more
I will give you my heart
Until the end of time
You're all i need
My love, my valentine

La da da
Da da da da

And even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
Cuz all i need
Is you, my valentine

You're all i need
My love, my valentine ..

Oh yaya, this is the second month of 2009..a good year to start with saving money right??

but out there saying the economy is collapsing @@...people losing job everywhere, but surprisingly i am thinking to buy a White Mac Book ...

Last week when i back to college, there's a staff from switch that request something from me...i dunno whether he is rich or not , but he is using mac book currently and alpha series of DSLR =S..the two gadget i wan the most..btw back to topic , this luxury thing that i wan is costly of cos, RM3k +++++++!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ....

I started to fall in love with mac book T_T, first of all the outlook is awesome ...then the tech specs is very good too (value for money) ... afterall the OS x leopard is consider 1 of the best OS in the world ..

but...... i need to invest too =(, where can i get so much money to diversify it into two sector ..even for a worker it's a burden...

I better go back to work , tomorrow need to pass up my report summo ..

"persistence , persistence , persistence" in work and waking up at early morning ...

Hey out there ,
hi...dont worry i not going to share those investment plan or talking crap about my own budget plan..
I actually get something from financial management forum .. lol if you are like me that only give empty promise to your ownself in monthly budgeting then the following thing can be very useful.
It's a Personal Budget Planner that is provided by some of the forum member :-

Personal Budget Planner - RapidShare

download it from rapid share , it generally a excel file that is well design for people to plan..

Thanks to beebee for providing such a good plan..

Updated************

What if you are like someone who have a quite number of workstation?? and you wan it synchronize among all your workstation for your Personal Financial Planner??

Ya there's a website that provide such function that you can update your personal budget and keep track on your expenses through website..

Expensr

Here's it =)
There's a new add-on for firefox user
Da-dang it's zemanta application...it sound a bit strange ...never have a try =) it can be applied to yahoo mail , gmail and most important you can use the add on here...lets see...

Image via CrunchBase

Whoopsss...



Next week start mid term exam , eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee this semester actually i should feel lucky because there's only 2 exam that's really take in count , another 2 is more toward practical =S..
Thursday 12/2/2009- Data communication
Friday 13/2/2009 -Microwave

wheee , time really is flying ....now d the last 2 semester i am having...and then proceed to degree d...today i got a consider not really good news , not good for what i wan but good for my career...today after mr khor lesson , my simulation project leader come in and have a talk about degree , since d near the end of our course...they sure need to do something la...

few days ago , i was sit down and think to go KL nottingham to continue my career ...but something bother me , the fees =S, you know how much is it?? RM31k per year , 2 year in advance RM62k, i can buy 15 mac book d ...then i think nevermind la maybe my dad will allow ,but i still dont have the courage to talk to him..not because i scare he will scold ...but worried that i am doing something i may regret...since still got few months why dont i just think about it first..

ya i am desperate to change a environment , not currently here very bad...just feel like doing so , of cos i dont give lame reason like after i change environment i will have my best result and all sort of bullshit =/...

but i admit that i am not rasional in this case , because i am finding something that's uncertain..i need more prove that show there's better..and i cant guarantee i can study there 100% with concentration...like my friend say out there still got a lot of distraction =(..

ya today when i finish my class , i was sitting in the lab and chatting..suddenly my friend was shocked when my supervisor say: eh did you know TK dont have gf ah??
LOL...okayyy , i got nothing to say since that's true =P..
then out of sudden he say something like that and make us laugh like hell ...

he(my supervisor): eh alen you know, like tk this kind of boy next time sure can get a very pretty gf ..
Me:okay...continue... LOL i though he was praising me ...
alen: EH tk he's not praising you la !!
he:hahahah , you know har guy that's ugly always got a gf that's pretty or another way ..noh shopping mall you can always see..
Me: =.......= what the heck?!?!wei i got so bad meh ???

O...is pretty small isn't it?? lol
yesterday randomness and i got this through searching for inspiration ...that list is good trust me..although it originally meant for entrepreneur but it apply to all human life...

but just because all the wording inside there that make it look not really nice inside the red frame, i took out the wording and tried to arrange it...

I just wan to print it out big and do it nicely and paste infront of my desk , so i dont always just feel like doing something but at last actually i am just playing a fool around...omg , deadline is always near when i realize =(..

To whom that's seeking for something to start off working , maybe you can see inside the list =)...
Click here to the official website that get this from a book =)..good luck