This Is The Tomorrow That I Can SEE.."HOPE"
For a 19 years old me, in between this 19 years maybe i got a lots of surprise that come from people around me...but what i can say is,i feel very happy and thanks for what they did..and today i received a card from UCSI friends that visited penang at june this year...they gave me a surprise meanwhile they gave me the feeling of touching and feel like crying...it's a card that inside almost full with words from them.i always have a headache what would be the best gift to my friend who's the birthday girl or birthday boy...AND NOW!! i found it actually the best gift isn't a expensive thing, just need a pen and a card and full of words...it's most probably the best gift for me..^^ Thanks you all!!you brighten my day , it's not words that can show my feeling...you guys just AWESOME!!and also thanks for all my dear friends ^^ ..you all rox!!
Recently i have been living under "emoticons"...sometime i have my sweet time laughing all the way and sometime i just feel like crying...=(...sigh..what's going?!?!?! well , maybe that's what we call balance, we can't always just feel happy until the end of our day , at least not for me...
I spotted something that make my worries double, it's a article from The Star newspaper in Fit For life that section...i not really quite remember when is that newspaper date and i just lazy to have a look on the day , my money running low and today only 25th still got 6 days to go with RM30 -.-...nvm i can get through it, when you come to a hard time you will regret what you have done but after that "hard time" go off you will be back to your "old leaf"...which means ur bad habit..that's definately TRUE .......................for me =P..er sorry i am out of the topic, in the newspaper i spotted a article which is about stress and the symptoms of it, i not really remember all of them but i got a shock when i saw the symptoms..most probably you might have some of this symptoms :-
1.)ur neck aching occasinally..
2.)you feel tired easily although have enough sleep from 10pm to the morning.
3.) i forgot d... =.=
but still got 3-4 points summo...i fulfill all of the symptoms but i dun feel stress...maybe i dun show it or i just show it in a emo way like unhappy...i not really worry about exam , guess exam is the biggest worry...but other than that i doubt it!!
I still remember my friend told me b4, worries is the problem that you trying to run away and dun accept what reality is...and worry wont automatically come and find you therefore you can conclude that actually founder of worries is human...ah i dunno what i typing!!
K la got meeting up there,tomorrow is holiday for penang citizens..Happy Holiday!!
This topic has been exist along me and josh for quite a time d,everytime we sit down ,we will talk about why someone just have a god gifted mind that is soooooooo brilliant ...without really much hardworking on anything they can be accomplish with perfect 100/100,and we need need to study day and night to work for what we want...we envy those photographic memory guy, we admire their ability on that which we dont have....are you also one of them??It's always a term for them which is GENIUS,but i always will think no one is perfect,maybe they have their hidden difficulties that we actually dun understand???erm not because of i jealous that's why i say they sure have difficulties that i dont have..i just assuming they might have!!from the day i start study ,my lecturer will always tell me 1% inspiration and 99% perspiration..and same thing goes to my parents and siblings..it's law of universe from their life and used to be mine...it came to a turn when i meet my add math teacher Mr.Prasad , from every students in that class he's a perfect tuition teacher and a perfect successful man in life and same to me...i agree everything he taught us not only in addmath but the living lectures also ..although i dun like add-math much but i like the way he taught add-math..and he said that not everyday do 100 math question then can get A for math for example..which means that not really 99% perspiration only will get a perfect score for everything...likewise that doesn't mean no need to put on any effort...
so what you think is important??a gifted mind or effort?? ^^ leave ur comment which 1 u think is actually more important in our life..if you have a chance to reselect ur grant new "ABILITY" for a new life which side you hope you standing on??
ABILITY dun have any s, you only can choose 1 ...
As the title stated, i am going to switch on my busy mode in the next few months...and quite lazy also ...if i have the time to write a blog , it will be here and not else where...finding for good result need to put some effort ,that's what vary from others... =) see ya!!~
Have any idea about what this post is all about??
Semester 5 tomorrow is the first day, 4-5 months duration approximately 15 weeks..it's the beginning of my semester 5 with 6 subjects cover it off..6!! erm let me list out those subjects..
1.)intro to microcomputer
2.)C++ programming
3.)advanced Modulation and Transmission Principle
4.)principles of electronic system and analysis
5.)advance electric circuit
6.)switching and transmission 1
lol~suicidal,suicidal!!lots my seniors say it's hard and lots of peoples think we are mad...guess so..hard subjects summo take so many..but what to do ,i dun wan to stay 1 more long semester at KDU college,not the enviroment there sukx just i dun wan waste my time for another 5 months...time is money..Err i hope can get a slot for myself in nanyang tech =P after diploma ....really wish to get into nanyang...
I wanna to strike them all A BIG X for my this semester...and following 2 big X for another 2 ...yea yea...and good luck for UCSI students who taking test this week...Night wanna sleep d...
today afternoon after ours party in KDU...we decided catch a movie on the showing this afternoon...after drive a stone throw miles away from my college,we were standing infront of GSC gurney plaze once again!!!This time i am not alone and infront of the ticket counter had no business going on also =/...it was 3.00 when we were there, all movies started half an hour ago and we need to wait for an hour to watch those movie ...argh because the matter of time and i need to go home earlier before dinner so we choosen the most 1 which most close current time that we were that time...have a look er.....our only choice is "sex and the city" =S lol sound pervert isn't it =P....well we dont mind watching "pervert" movie LOL!!so we bought tickets for 5 and have our popcorn waiting outside to be seated....i though it going to be some 18 sx scene that is not suitable for some kids =P ...well , it's a 18PL movie and the movie doesn't have any sex scene involve too !! xD it's some kind of love story that's all about 4 mid-aged women that facing their relationship problems and marriage..and all about it is, it's above my expectation ,i wont say that movie is VERY VERY VERY Nice, but it's worth for the money =)...surprise , big tiff and much more much more scene that's like a shadow of our life...
There's 1 part that attract my attention , that's about love letter that been written by those famous musician and those famous artist ,scientist and so on...and this movie emphasize on 1 love letter that wrote by ludwig van beethoven..Contain of the letter as follows:-
Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my immortal beloved, now and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us -
i can live only wholly with you or not at all -
yes, i am resolved to wander so long away from you until i can fly to your arms and say that i am really at home with you, and can send my soul enwrapped in you into the land of spirits -
yes, unhappily it must be so -
you will be the more contained since you know my fidelity to you. no one else can ever possess my heart - never - never -
oh god, why must one be parted from one whom one so loves.
and yet my life is now a wretched life -
your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men
be calm, only by a calm consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together -
be calm - love me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you - you - you - my life - my all - farewell.
oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.
ever thine.
ever mine.
ever ours.
None of others than working is what most of the time i going to spend on today,yup same work in the laboratory again =D..
As what i did for the past few months ,i got myself there earlier due to boringness that almost flood me to dead -_-....around 12.30 i been staying there, i got myself relax before working..i walking around my college peep here and there...and when i reach the front of KDU college i saw there's a crowded scene there, upon curiosity i go to have a look at what those peoples up to..WooSh~Hitz.FM is having some fun with KDU students..
SEE Hitz.fm with a purple car been showed up theirself!!i am kinda of shy to get myself too near to them as what other students getting closer and closer as close as they can...therefore i sit on one of the bench and see what they having currently...when i was there, they having fun of answering the hitz.fm crew questions..some of the questions is so hilarious that drive me laugh to the floor...1 of it is , they ask "how many gear does this purple hitz.fm car have?" get a piece of your mind and hold it on ^^...
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DENG!!that car having 1 gear , you know why? because it's auto -_-..
and much more funny questions they asked , because in that crew there's 2 of them so 1 of them ask a question which is "any one know what underwear that my partner wearing?" when i heard this question i was stuck for few seconds ..and lets see what those students will answer about it =)...all the colors been said out loudly...white, red , green , didnt wear and much more much more...they squeeze their brain to the max and none of them got correct LOLX!!!The answer is "dont know" !! -_- most of them get some prize from the crew and not me =)..because i just lazy to get myself involve..they also gave out Avril Lavigne poster as well..
after brain warming up , here comes the second game that the winner can get a R&B CD...have any game in your mind what they had played?I snap some photos of it =D...
lol , actually the game is call super hero...it goes like that...the 1 with the black shirt telling what should those ppl who participate in the game do, and he will say and do different action to make them confuse..objective of this game is to just follow what he said and not what he did...quite confusing right?
THis is badman LOL!people getting lesser and lesser...because once u do it wrongly u get kick out from the line...
and....this is 2 finalist that they having there!!what game they playing? a kids game that is a sure game for kids....i forgot what that call d -_-...is about bird , stone and water 1...
but this time it's different they need to face on other side and try to win this game out...the crew intro them a new style of that game ...the action for that game no longer playing with just hand but with whole body posing =D like bird the girl did on the right...and water on the left..and at last the girl on the right side won the CD!!!
i am a bit tired ,so i go back to the lab and start my work =D
ya i got something from the crew ^^...a bottle of water..
Here it's!!
TOday my work -_- as u can see, i need to seperate the IC(integrated circuit) into a proper way to get them catogerize due to checking and restock purpose..lol..
after first shift finished, i brought myself to a popular hawker near my college ,the wantan mee is so popular!! many peoples queue up for it..and luckily it take split of minutes to get to my turn ..
and water dumpling as u can see as below it's quite Nice... =D but a bit expensive 90 cents
After 5 minutes, here the output it's!!-_- dun be surprise i am super hungry that time...and the portion of wan tan mee is XS..
tummy is full, time to get back to work...^^
缺席的新郎----大家一定要看看,祝大家永远健康!
我痛恨自己没有在醒来的时候叫醒他,我心疼的让他再睡一下,他就永远得睡过去了。我最欣赏他的认真负责,成了看不见的杀手, 该怨谁?恨谁?怪谁呢?
我们一起在广告公司玩设计,他的创意、我的完稿、我们的搭配是那么完美,以至于公司的上上下下把我们自然而然的送作堆……我喜欢的是他的拼劲,和他曾出不穷的点子,而且,他的幽默会在生活中随时随地出现,每每让我惊喜不止, 却万万没有想到,在我们的婚礼上,他也开了一个最残忍的玩笑……
我觉得自己非常幸福,得到这样认真负责又乐观进取的好男人。我们的相识也和他的顽皮个性一般,是充满戏剧化的。刚开始熟悉他的同事,因为,他的点子多而把他称作?梅花鹿?。久而久之,又嫌三个字太拗口,就简称他为鹿……
我刚进公司的时候很不习惯,因为我姓陆,在校同学都叫我陆。每次有人叫他,我会下意识的应声。每次有人叫我,他也会笑嘻嘻的答应。他说:'你就别叫陆小姐,就叫鹿太太好啦!'从此,我就多了一个?鹿太?的绰号,以区别我们两人。
尽管,我心中满不愿意,却又觉得挺好玩的。和他深入交往之后,就渐渐觉得当鹿太太应该是一件很快乐的事。他给我的欢笑,会让我却了烦重琐碎的美工,而觉得手中的完稿,每个表现都新鲜盎然起来……
四年的交往,我们情投意合,进而同居三年,却一直发不出喜帖来。并不是我们有意长跑,而是他的职务越来越重要,工作也越来越烦重,我们根本腾不出假期来结婚。他升了官,责任在身,每次比稿都要他领队详细说明产品设计,公司的业务蒸蒸日上,他的个人时间就越来越少,我有时还陪他加班,送点吃吃喝喝的为他补身体。
看他一支烟接着一支烟的抽,心疼的感觉他没办法体会,只说再拼一阵子就好。等存够了钱,我们可以开始自己创业就不必那么累了,我们的创业梦进行得很顺利。公司的老板也非常得器重他,累积的人脉、作品的口碑、得奖的荣誉、以及他谈笑风生的可爱个性,在在为他的事业加分。我觉得自己非常幸福,得到这样认真负责又乐观进取的好男人。我欣喜万分,梦想当新娘的画面早在我心头反反复覆几十遍。
我的怀孕,来得不知是不是时候,从忙碌的工作中,发现不适的异样,检查出来已经三个多月时,我非常的懊恼,认为他这样没日没夜的工作,不该在这个时候烦扰他,但是,他非常开心,当场就大声的说:'陆太,嫁给我吧!正正式式的当鹿太吧!'全办公室响起如雷的掌声,我的泪也欢喜的夺眶而出……七年的爱情长跑,终于要跑上红毯彼端,我欣喜万分,梦想当新娘的画早在我心头反反复复几十遍。
我们趁着肚子没有明显凸出时赶快去拍婚纱照。这家老客户跟他很熟,拍了比别人多三倍的底片,穿的礼服、选的地点、做的表情都是鹿自己设计的,他说一辈子只结一次婚,一定要搞笑一点,让人永远难忘。老板很大手笔送我们二十万的礼金,说是给他的创业基金,从此变成了同行,大家要互相帮忙。
他高高兴兴的答应在婚前完成最后一批比稿设计,我先辞去工作,一则孕吐难过,二则婚前有许多事要忙,他都没时间弄,我就只能为他分担我们家里的事,好让他在公司忙得没有后顾之忧。
他几乎是每天加班到早上六点才回家,迷迷糊糊睡到中午又回公司继续上班。连续一个礼拜终于交出了所有的设计稿,也交接所有的业务,离我们的婚礼只剩下不到三十个小时,我劝他什么是都别管,还是先睡一下吧!我们如何相信一个年轻力壮,从无宿疾的顽强生命,一睡成永眠婚礼。倒数计时的最后一天,他一睡就没有醒过来,他睡了十二个小时,清晨我醒来时,悄悄过去吻他,他的鼻息还非常均匀,可爱的长睫毛还闪一两下,好像在梦中还有什么歪点子一样,我觉得幸福塞满胸臆。漫长的做脸、上妆、弄头发过程,其实他可以不必陪我,弄完我去美容院旁的饭店休息室等他来就可以了。没想到我在饭店等了一个小时,手机和家中电话都没人接,他的亲戚一个也不见,后来,我才知道,他们一到家,发现他已经没有呼吸,连忙送到医院,医生判断是时下流行的过劳死,在连续加班后回家睡觉,一睡就成永眠。
要我如何相信一个年轻力壮,从无宿疾的顽强生命,就这样因为体内长期运作失调,而造成器官内讧,衰竭而死?家人商量着该如何告诉怀孕的我,以及所有准备好大闹一场的同事好友们,喜筵成了非正式的告别式,所有参加婚礼的宾客都忍不住落泪。我呆在新娘休息室,抱着他试穿过的西庄礼服不肯放,我痛恨自己没有在醒来时叫醒他,我心疼的让他再睡一下,他就永远得睡过去了。公司的老板内疚万分,他的父母则伤心得连话都不跟我说一句。我肚子里来不及见到亲爹的孩子,更是一阵阵作呕得提醒我,我最欣赏他的认真负责,成了看不见的杀手,我连恨都没法去恨,该怨谁?恨谁?怪谁呢?
(看完只有一个感想,工作虽然重要身体健康更重要)沉重的话题:一个97级的名校高才生,毕业后进微软的,上月死了,只不过25岁的黄金年龄,珍视自己的生命吧,大家。对自己好一点。
早一点睡,这件事是真的,因为一个朋友就在联旭当设计,死掉的人都还是她熟悉的同事。她同事死前每天加班到早上六点才回家,睡到中午又回公司继续上班,连续五天最后一天睡一睡就没醒过来了,死前都很健康无任何心脏方面的疾病。其实这已经是她们公司第三个过劳死的了,希望大家能随时注意自己的身体状况。
对了,今天听到一个悲伤的消息。广告界的好青年,又挂了一人了。此人是联旭的,是业务还是设计我也搞不清楚,来过我们公司几次。前几天在连续加班后的某晚, 回家睡觉后第二天就叫不醒,挂了。奇的是,约二个月前,也是联旭的一位女生业务,也是这样,不过她是离职后第二天,还是第几天,睡一觉就起不来了。医生说是猝死,推测是过劳。
总之,昨天和前天,晚上九点联旭就全部关灯,大家都不加班了。大家要好好保重身体呢。
发生迹象:原本一向身体健康,时常运动(打篮球)但在近日连续熬夜数晚,经过数日后,突然第二天起床会觉得很疲劳!一闭眼就想睡觉!(跟前一日熬夜的感觉不同),而且会腰酸背痛,但一到晚上精神又好起来!
别以为这是小事!根据中医的看法,是因过劳而造成体内器官阴阳失调,就是体内器官起内讧,互相打架,最后造成器官衰竭而死
医生建议:晚上10:00前最好上床休息,中午尽可能睡半小时到一小时的午觉(午睡一小时抵过晚上睡三小时),年轻人一天至少要睡足八小时!
那些经常半夜不睡觉的人!!收到没!收到没!!收到就早点睡啦!还看!
PS.为了大家健康,请转寄给你的朋友~~~谢谢!
晚上9-11点为免疫系统(淋巴)排毒时间,此段时间应安静或听音乐
晚间11-凌晨1点,肝的排毒,需在熟睡中进行。
凌晨1-3点,胆的排毒,亦同。
凌晨3-5点,肺的排毒。此即为何咳嗽的人在这段时间咳得最剧烈,因排毒动作已走到肺;不应用止咳药,以免抑制废积物的排除。
凌晨5-7点,大肠的排毒,应上厕所排便。
凌晨7-9点,小肠大量吸收营养的时段,应吃早餐。疗病者最好早吃,在6点半前,养生者在7点半前,不吃早餐者应改变习惯,即使拖到9、10点吃都比不吃好。
半夜至凌晨4点为脊椎造血时段,必须熟睡,不宜熬夜。
In case u all not really understand what this post is about, maybe ask ur friend who know chinese explain to you =)..but basically it's important to have enough sleeping time...-_- i never expect those sentence will come out from my thinking...yup,i am officially a night owl that gaming, study and much more much more activities until midnight..no surprise i guess out there still got a lot...if u have go through this post most probably u know the symtomps of being a night owl and the consequences of it...i have the symptoms ,No doubt it's hardly to belive that a human can be so fragile sometime =/..human isn't a machine , they cant work for long duration without rest...i always have an idea to get rid off the my own sleeping limit, guess this messenge that reach me will change my thinking ^^ i not so stubborn lol~...Have a Good Sleep it's the gateway to healthy lifestyle...
4 of August..
KDU college have a seminar on inductors and few of most hardware components...but mainly focused on inductors and transformer..and it's by the company with the name of wurth electronics and the company is from singapore..
Before exam i was attracted by the paper that stick outside engineering school, after i have a look and the "Free Admission" i decided to invite my gang to join it because 4th of august most probably will be quite boring due to our holiday -_-..at first 4 peoples register for it and at last 1 people that turned up for it..lol!!My peers have their event to go on with, only left this "potato" here that's free to go for it...
The seminar duration is around 9 hours of course in between there's some break, if not most probably all will be sleeping in the venue, and today only i know that the 1 who giving the lecture is a french guy ....
To a diploma student, most probably i can say 90% of the students that attend cant really get what's the lecture he trying to give on us...1st because there's engineer from different company turn up on the spot and directly that french guy must giv some lecture that have a standard of those engineer...students most probably will stuck on it because the lecture he gave is too far away from what we study...and his french essence most probably bring u around like merry-go-round -_-...i concentrate on what he saying , but at last i hardly understand anything...
when clock struck 12.30 we have our lunch time, after the lunch most of diploma students left ..and the only left there is another 3 guys from my class..LOL!!and 1 of them was having a piece of mind to get off also..-_- i really wan to say :GOT SO BAD MEH?! they say wasting time listening what they dun understand at all..true also -_- but people come from so far away ,must see what he have ma...=P
overall that guy seminar is quite Nice, i learned not much but least...although it's not really what i going to use for my studies for coming few years but extra knowledge is better than none =D..
Yahoo this friday getting my result, i think i screwed up my math =(...hope that grade not so bad to get into my eyes...
C.S.I( circuit search and investigation)
This is 1 of the main event and the first time our engineering school organizer some event like this, it has come to the end today...in the preparation of this event ,we have our sour and sweet experienced in between...It's quite a hard time for most of them like seong peng and josh ..they prepare a lot of it ..while the 1 writing blog , can say is useless 1 ..really thanks for what they did for this event, without them this event wont be so smooth other than them still got some of our society members that came to help along the event..So happy that they lend us their hand to make this event a complete 1...Things cant go better without them!!
Many things keep happening just like wave, continously happening...at first we have 3 MCs and today we only have 1 MC here ..1 of them go to KL without telling us and 1 of them having a serious thing to be done...and the only MC need to prepare for the whole event too, can imagine how tiring it's ?
2 parts for this event...first part is the Quiz and second part is the highlighted event which is the CSI competition , some sort like amazing race...for the first part we screwed up a bit because our timing weren't that good, we get too early for the next event to go on..it make all the contestants wait for quite long , because as i said our man power actually not enough for the whole event....marking the quiz took us a lot of times, because there's only 1 lecturer marking the QUIZ for 14 teams...but at last the score can get in time into the computer !!thanks mr khor!!
Second part is the CSI competition, it start off with 14 teams go to 5 stations with according to the clue that given to them, i am one of the station organizer and my station is the ping pong ball obstacle game ,sound interesting huh? it start of without 2 contestants in each team take a ping pang ball and two gutters and they must keep passing to the others until the terminal, any drop of the ping pong ball will make them need to start from the beginning again..some of it make it seem very easy and some of them said it's the hardest game among all other games that the event have...and 1 of my partner said it's so fun when see they keep dropping the ball ...LOL...
Team goes by team ...until 14 teams has finish their task on our station we quickly get a lift and down to where all the contestants assemble their circuit...our sir expected among all the contestants no 1 can actually can get the circuit work..surprisingly got 2 teams from Chung Ling school got it working!!!but the 1 impressed me most is first team that done the circuit within 10-20 minutes..WAO, other than circuit they also got highest for the quiz...=/...speechless but admired =D...they have the potential being a engineering students *wink..
after 1 hour and 15 minutes the CSI competition come to the end, as expected 2 teams from chung ling got it work and 1 team from sultan dunno what d lol....also got it work but upon our help for that team..Things went smoothly for CSI until the end, sigh of relief....
After that we got a free short lunch for our effort and sir say will have a party for us on the coming friday which is also our new semester registration day...Those who helped us must attend !! although 1 of our lecturer not happy with the kelam-kabutness but he do praised us for our efforts, but i cant afford the praise because i didnt actually help much..let the praise go to the man!! LOL
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Oh ya after the lunch i have a movie in G.S.C Gurney Plaza...The Mummy 2: Tomb of the dragon emperor...the movie so so nia -.- but the peoples just flood the whole cinema 3 which is a HUGE cinema that can be seated more that 100 peoples...on that day gurney cinema have tonsss of peoples there, i queue up for 30 minutes to get my ticket..-_- luckily still got seat available..
Registration time!!
The CSI thingy!
Mr.Kevin 1 of the judges =D
After the event, Nich say this is what all "ma lat lou" looked like and this is for us who is single lol...yea true~