Most probably people will think that in CNY this kind of post sure got a lot of pictures and those happy face enjoying the cny while some taking ang pao till see teeth only...


Yea i did receive ang pao from dad and this is the first time this year that my dad only give it to me...no need to guess why...because among me and my siblings all have left is only me as a single still...lol well well, not very "cham" to be single right ??

Nothing special today , because my sisters they both still in their husband side to give ang pao while their sons and daugther receiving ang pao at the same time too...my bro still in singapore, so all left is me and my dad ...wake up quite late today because yesterday here like gaza , got bomb by some military air craft...so cant sleep well ...whole day stay in home sleep , just looking toward tomorrow that my sister them will come back and celebrate here...tomorrow going to be crowded in my house here...

Just few hours ago , i and joshua went to eat old town there...errrr the food ok ok la, maybe too many people d the chef also do until "beh syoik " d ...but of cos their salary is double today la...i remember last year this time i was somewhere else and i got hired to work in F&B restaurant...and when my boss called me up to work on the first day i refuse to do so, because my sister say is not good to work on the first day of cny....LOL, nvm 365 days a year i shouldn't just look toward money..as the chiam see previous post written...

ops too long for a dinner , proceed to walking exercise after dinner...we went to a spec shop to look for a spec that suit my face and make me dont look nerdy...sigh, but at last i consider about price and look , contact lens is more suit to my face and dont look nerdy as well...RM50-60 half a year should be alrite..maybe i will go back gurney and make another spec because someone say the spec there is nicer and also more expensive..

see how first la!!

Today most likely all people will celebrating in home and eat with whole big family from grandma to the new born child...of cos many did , in my house it's different my dad just now went to bought some salmon fish block and later those block going into my stomach....in chinese calendar today is the last day of the previous year , in tradition tonight parent and their kid will go around to pray and stay until tomorrow or midnight ...my family did it till i was 12 years old if not mistaken , now i d 20 d...has been 8 years i never stay up to go a lot of temple to " pai pai" =P.....but i did stay up for work always ....

Ah ya....today since my house only left me and my dad therefore we just go few places to pray for the day ahead...in this year for wealth and health...and we went to a temple at perak road there called "WAT BUPPHARAM" hmm my dad told me is a siam temple...there's a machine like a fortune teller , you just need to pray in deep heart and then put 20cents into the machine the fortune wheel will spin and when it stop just see the number and take de "paper" that located beside the machine lol...

and i got no.7 , inside the paper the explanation is like this :-
Who gets this No.7 will be healthy and prosperous .Your family will be peaceful , but it seems that you have some trouble at present.You can be better by giving aims to the poor.Do not be too anxious for wealth , just like you grow trees near your house ,some day these trees will yeild you their fruits.Your luck in doing business not so bad.Your properties or things previously lost will come to you again.You are quite lucky in love affairs.Any sickness in your family wil recover .Your luck for other things is good.

First of all , i am happy with the first sentence where healthy and prosperous written on the paper...hmm my family will be peaceful ? hope so....

Ya i got a lot of trouble at present...i did give aims to the poor =)....er not too anxious for wealth , well i think i anxious for future , luck in doing business not so bad...my properties previously lost will come to you again...what i previously lost??

AHAR THIS SENTENCE the most charming 1...you are quite lucky in love affairs..errr i think my hand never even hold a girl hand more than 1 minutes ...except my mom 1 only..

I not so supertitious ..just let it ...

Today d is friday , and CNY most probably will be heat up throughoutly just after all people have just finish their work or maybe study...and some is still working overtime...ya i am working too, i am the overtime group too...most probably penang is having congestion like hell now , every where..luckily i working today or else i will be the 1 stuck in there...

Just can see how much my friend around me feel so excited about the coming up CNY , no surprise i am not really excited as i not really like festive season....maybe not until the day when i celebrating....

Every year when festive just around the corner there's so much thing that need to be done , and that's what i hate the most...i just hope that festive season never exist and i have a better life after all...preparation for this and that surely got piles of it...damn , nevermind despite of something sad ...at least i know that this 1 week holiday ahead i am going back to klang to find my oldies for gathering , deep in heart it's quite a long journey and guess what i am currently more worry about is the bus ticket when i come back to here from klang....more than that i haven tell my dad too , but i think shouldn't be a problem ..if he appear to refuse let me go back , that's fine to me...i just need to sms to my friend i am not going to the gathering or just ppk them...but really there's someone i really wan to meet .. hopefully every thing run right =)....

How often people tell me about age problem, i most probably wont forget ...at least once everyweek or more than that...
Randomly it we strike on age issue again through the linking from lecturer until age...we were studying in Mac-D before the quiz tomorrow..we were as like always keep chit-chatting with all the things that occur recently...
then we talk about lecturer =) , then about those who d married and those who haven ...more about that is we actually got a lecturer that teaching us is still single and then we talk about how he doing in his teaching and all stuff...
Suddenly i realized , we talking about our lecturer that's d 32 years old ...maybe around you there's always people who prefer single than just limit their freedom by their another half..then it's totally opposite here , of cos in college all youth are desire for finding another people who can share all their things with...more than best friend , and same goes to here who are blogging or (kap siao-ing) =P....

so what's the matter that appear make it as a trouble for me, as what i said earlier ...almost every week people will remind me about the matter of age...when i go to toilet i look at the mirror there , sometime i will be laughing ...how come i looked like 14 years old kids who studying secondary....but reality d drag it far apart in term of age ...and many people think that i am still teen-ager (seventeen , eighteen ) see!!almost every1 , then i suddenly wan to change my spec into contact lens before this coming CNY, hope it will make me look more mature and up to my current age...sigh, sometime is not a good thing to have a look that's too young in people eyes, most probably those robber will aim those young kid and sweettalk them becaues they though kid easier to cheat...yea maybe that's true ...

half way studying i just out of no where , say to josh : "not fair man , why i have this kind of face?" and he start laughing ..most probably this is the most stupid question or ridiculous question i have ask in my life swt...it ruin my mood to study for tomorrow quiz ...

sigh............
many many things doesn't go the way you wan always...ya i said it many many times to myself...and after the many many times i still always face something that i have no idea how to avoid...

you know what??
argument always here and there....ya that's 1 of the thing i hate the most, i mean emotional argument ....
well maybe i should used to it since i got always scolded by many peoples when i was a kids...
i just dont have any idea why people like to argue over things that is not worth de talking zz.....

Is it hard to just shut up and dont argue ...count from 1 to 10 or 1 to 100 when you are angry...
or just some people always have a smaller capacity of Emotion container that "implement" inside them since the day they were born...and yes ..remember if you are rich or whatever you are ,no people will care of it...dont try to treat people like someone who born from the stone if they didnt do anything wrongly....

I mean give lecture by the level of their mistake..dont just not happy not happy , then woi come give me scold...rational a bit , whatelse is even some people in their ages that can be grandpa or grandma d but the temper is like what only...not tiring of angry other people?? is it that bring more happiness when angry , or will increase the karma..

reconcile in between life and work...always it's hard to balance it =)...
Last saturday we have a wonderful day in Pantai Kerachut (end of batu ferringhi) , you maybe will think that an event is just call people come and do this and that then can d...ez right??
ya i used to think that also , but it change until i do it with my friends all...
especially outdoor activities , you need to worry about the weather that day will be raining or sunny... or just nice.....

It's worth for the hard work that we waste on it...although the whole event we didnt earn at all for the society but at least it's a good start for a balance account ...not negative or positive... =)

before that trip o pantai kerachut i am kinda of worried about the weather that is cloudy before that day it seem to rain heavily..i cant sleep really well but i need to sleep!! because i need to fetch all my friends at 5 o clock in the morning.... unconciously i can hear some lightning striking or whateva sound that make me more worry...i pray all the way till that morning , wont rain wont rain wont rain..

Luckily our hardwork didnt waste....we have a sunny beach that day and event run smoothly...
hmm continue what happen when pictures arrive on my hand...

19/1/2009
Ahar ..today is someone exam =)...all the best ya you all...

actually nothing much today , just when i was walking back to my car from college ...got 1 people wan to come and sweet talk and rob me ...=.= i am quite angry , not because my phone or anything rob by him..just is that i look like so dumb?? or kiddy??
For girls of cos the younger the better ...for me i need to go do plastic surgery or put some *misai* or what to make me look older or more mature...damn , i know that usually i wont like girl make up nicely and go college, although my look is kinda of tired and *book worm * type but is it that worse zzz?

well that fella quite dumb too, he come to me with a bike...and ask:-
Bad Guy: hey boss are you chinese??
()*@)# i really wan to ask him , eh please which part of me look like other race?
Me: err..ya why?
i look at him d know what he wan do..
Bad Guy:er can you borrow me your phone , my road tax expired d ...i got blocked by police..
sweat...EH YOU see properly la..here is 20 years old guy , a college student..and you use this kind of story to cheat him...he wan to sweet talk also didnt plan..kinda of sad for him...
if he got block by police , he will escape so freely and smile with me..if i got cheat by him i really this world 101 the most stupid fella...
Me: oh really? sorry i didnt bring my phone today...maybe you can ask over there...
Bad Guy:but there dont have any1...
As like i dont have eyes to see x.x...

then he know i not so stupid cant cheat me, he with his bike go away...
Because when i back that time , not really much people on the road ...so i better dont *bomb him if not he come down and take knife ...i cry also no tears...

so i ma polite polite with him lor...

sigh...remember if you wan do anything plan first la..dont simply come and say i wan rob you ...
if that bad guy you are reading my blog , i hope you learn it...and this world money ez to earn only, no need risk your life for my k810i that will cause u go into jail...my phone summo is AP 1..now worth also not more than 400...

Ya this is my second post of today, i just wanna to post this down as a prayer for tomorrow...
although most probably if the thing doesn't turn into the way we wan it to be , i mean got people plan for it long way to here...
Ya la ...we learn the lesson , lesson is experience right ? =)
LOTSSS of things maybe dont turn out right , anyhow ...i just picked up today...guess what??

Under preparation , planning ,talking and so on...many efforts from friends that thrown into the only one planning that used up for a week...we not just write on paper but do survey to the real places and through sweat and tears...of cos some salted sea water too...

It's quite a long journey for a week to reach today, when everything is done..we send the proposal to SSD aka student service department that handles those students problem and activities of society that run in the college..

In short , actually i forgot that the women inside SSD did told me that must pass up before the event in 2 weeks in advance...and i forget it!!
So when today we went there, she give us a expression that it's possible to turn us down ... the boss isn't there so she need to wait tomorrow only can let the boss confirm and reconfirm with us with the activity...i think it's my fault that cause so much trouble...DAMN!

beside that , we requested subsidies of RM200 ++ ...and that maybe turn down too...

In true deep heart , maybe that's the way this world always work...
Got people say he not worry or sad, but i can see from his face he feel disappointed.. =P right annot joshua??

dont worry dude, your effort will turn into miracle ..and that's worth for your yesterday stay up till 5am...What's more , tomorrow my lecturer is back, in this few weeks i had been slacking like a pig...sigh~~

I set my all deadline for all the things i need to learn in the new booklets that sort of like diary gave by the college today....i wont hope!!i must hit it right on the place...

COME ON!!IT"S THE WAY I LIKE CHALLENGE TO BE!!

As i continue my job to complete in my project..i search through some source that i partially abandon and now back into hand...
By coincidence i saw my grade A senior who's a Nice guy i meet ever...he not only good in everything in my field furthermore he will always help you out whenever you need him,although sometime is meant to stop of his flow in his project...he last time work at the same place as me, now he got a way higher pay job once he graduated...

Ops too far and much crap..actually in the categories of abandon sources, 1 of them is forum..forum is rather a good place for every1 to find the solution from A-Z..i do believe that if some problem appear, there must be someone else in this world who also face de same problem...so why dont use fully the world wide web and find solution together...

and it's not just that, i found that a lot of people who's come out success with only little effort most of them is a forum freak...although just some...i started forum since long time ago, but i didn't use fully of forum...if some of you that familiar with forum , have a look on those people who reply...always is the same people and those people is the people who learn the most ...=)

For me, i just seek for solution but i dont reply....firstly most of their project is in high state which mean they always come out those question that's hard to solve.....and then secondly , for many people they have their own defination for "difficult" and so am i...i used to just see through some post that i know how to answer but i just ignore it, because i too desperate for solution..what i wan just *ANSWER ANSWER and more more ANSWER*..ok i admit i have wrong attitude in learning =P..trust me i will change...

I go back to work once again....cya...

I promised my new society adviser to be responsible on my position i currently in...
and so my friends did..
We planning for the first activity that will be held on 17th January 2009 , a good start of this year ..of cos we used up quite sometime to plan for it, through hard-work we gain experience+fun along all the way we build up the planning from a blank idea to the things that we going on and fix for a better outcome we hope to get..

Not only with some talk on papers and direct others to do their work...of cos any event that's located at other place...organizer must have a trial test out and "research" for a lowest price ...other than that to plan out how to get them into communication between senior and junior..hmm and also some life-long value ??

Haiz today kids =P...you know la...when say outdoor activities all run as like they saw ghost...
and impossible call us to set up DOTA games for them to play the whole year...because they d have so many negative activities then we try out organize some + activities that neutralize it in their life...final decision still on their hands...

10/1/2009
Early morning i woke up at around 3.30am, i slept early last night...i actually wan to wake up always at this time...just the time is too out of my capability to do so...*only sometime i can*
Chat for quite a while , clock shows 4.30..then i packed my things up, worked as alarm to wake some people who stick on the bed like glue,..and 5.15 go out to fetch peoples , i need 2 fetch 2 peoples only so shouldn't be a problem...long way to Mac-D have our breakfast, and waiting for another boss to reach ...

sigh...you know my meal always cost me quite a lot (range from 10-15) most of the meal...and now i know what my dad mean by "living cost"...i ordered a porridge that cost RM3.00++ and finish it slowly while waiting...in Penang, there's always nice nature scene that keep your eyes stick to it very long...and it cost nothing...

after my friend reach there, we head towards the national park ...the day still appeared dark , the winding road just seem endless all the way up to there...it took me 15 minutes to finish the winding road and meet up with my friend (the pro drifter driving honda jazz) ..he ask me why so slow, i say because i fetch people ma...of cos i am a bit scare of the winding road too...*lambat asalkan selamat *...

When we reached there , the sky still appeared dark...but there smell different from those gas we inhale in the city..it smell like seafood *most probably prawn * ...=D normally need to register first only can go...who know we meet up 2 malay peoples and 1 uncle who approach us ,give us some advice as there's no official staff is on duty yet because it's too early, when my another boss reach there...with 5 of us we begin our journey...at a long pavement that is well to step on without any challenge, they though that's the same all the way *in their heart they think no challenge lor* ...lol
and here is the starting point...deng deng...*AIMING HIGH*

If we didnt climb there in 2 hours we suicide...

And it's the board...the arrow all reflect the flash light and make it so nice...
Destination targeted
Distane:2320m
Time to challenge:2 hours
Determination:unlimited
Courage:????
Fun level:11/10
Toughness:okok...
Team Member:5 peoples..
Age range :secret..

Me:HEY you all listen har...if didnt reach that time you all jiu zhi dao...
It's what i do...

Half of 2320m...ahhh i shot by arrow....

we reached there...walking along the beach like couple...it's just relax...i lovin it...
This is top of the stone...and we were staring on the sky...many birds above us....what if those bird release missle...=.="....
and someone had been thrown into the sea and drink sea water...today only i taste the truely salty sea water...


sigh...they are too strong for me to encounter...i just give up and drink sea water..

Know what's this???
This is jelly fish...er de leg is down there...this jelly fish d dead...=(
but is so lucky we see another 1 on the shore...it should be the dad of jelly fish...
omg......see ....i told ya..it's HUGE
survey and hiking finish...and also salted sea water *malaysia product*...going home now...chit-chatting along the way...we choose to hike back...instead of sit the boat which cost RM100 per boat...

It's hard to hike back than we hike from the beginning...and ya we no need to sucide because we reach in 2 hours time...when go back i and another partner run all the way back...took us 45 minutes only although it's harder...

another 3...they enjoy the sign board mistake and go back to beach after a short walk...and reach there 45 minutes more latter than our time...

More will be up next week when the true event held on there...

*you cant buy nature with money* it need effort to see truly feel it...with our foot we did it...with our will we reach there without stop...it's way more meaningful the beach become and it's same goes to our life too...

I am in the final project semester , and i am starting our planning as soon as we are ready...
at first we were thinking what project to choose as the best to get marks and also have selling values =)..after josh keep put pressure on me then i start to move lol ~~ we think of wireless project that's most probably challenging and can get a good mark...of course we must see how it goes...

but we also have a hard time to think what to put after the wireless word infront...then we start to search on the previous senior projects that listed in a long list...hmm while searching i spotted 1 of my previous senior that we are quite good with...in consideration of mark he got A for a degree project ..but we are still in diploma so we choose that 1 as our project , of cos lecturer told us that is not the project that will gain you most of the marks but is how you write down those things that you have learn...

well well...it's fine ...we try it out before we say cant.. =)
then we decided to find the thesis that is written by the senior...and who know that got 1 fella borrow the thesis away from the shelf..then upon searching for the people we found out that people borrow the thesis for almost 4 months ...and the thing is he never renew under the rules that every thesis must be renew once a week...is still ok and dont just that he give me a face that as like the thesis is his 1...PLEASE MAN!!use ur brain and think, dont just you doing project other people also doing as well ok??

damn nvm i dont wan get on anymore with it as i got the softcopy...just i didnt know this world got this kind of people that so self-fish..

9/1/2009
After yesterday i got in to work for my project and also half of today we had been working to search for information...and most probably that's the technology that's nowadays trends out there..you can find it in your phone , or anypart of computer that's BLUETOOTH...GIGI BIRU...

early when we were doing research and still in consideration whether wan to start with the technology annot ...i have no doubt , i wan to do it ...because it's a prove of our talent that we are not student that face difficulty and we will give up..of cos not only just that main concern sure fall on the grade that we get...we cant afford any round to lose ...

when we were almost ready to go for it like a juggernaut... we also still have some rational and we ask our project advisor for his opinion...of cos he do say before it's a hard project and if wan to do the technology is almost impossible...even for a DEGREE student...sadly i have to admit i am still diploma...

At that point i still have my aura of confidence shining around , i never feel like giving up ..but as i said, not only level of project is our concern of cos we need to consider the grade as a main item..Some people maybe say "iya you think of marks only , experience only important ma"..ya i know that , that's why we need to choose something that balance off both..and we have choose a project that is out of the level we in and we will work for it!!
We need to pass it up on august , but proposal all that will be just 2 months more...except the final thesis that will pass on august too...ya back to the story after i consult my proj adv, so he did mentioned which part is very hard and need more research ...after we understand and back to lab ..just the moment we wan to start the work, i personally face to face with my proj adv again..i ask:-
ME:Sir....*some talking on the project*
.......(after 5 minutes)...
Sir:ya..that's all anything else?
ME:er sir , lets say if i wan to change bluetooth to RF(another wireless technology that use for the radio station to transmit e.g. MY fm, hit.fm and so on) but we add another feature on the LED (aka small bulb) ...so if i compare this two projects which 1 you will prefer more?

*Sir was thinking..
Sir:I will prefer RF more, because it's more easy compare to bluetooth and more information that's open to public for you, so i will prefer RF more than bluetooth..

I agreed with what he said is true...at first i just think have what obstacle there will be not a problem , i willing to learn and willing to fix it with my toilet time, eat time and sleep time...regardlessly...but what if the project i spend all my sweat inside but at last actually if i spend all my time for the RF *the wireless technology that's not as good as bluetooth* in term of getting marks i will get more for sure...

Of cos i will feel a bit upset ...but that's reality, in this world there's nothing impossible, but it take time *joshua said 1*

want to make a project work not a hard thing, but the knowledge that you learn is the hardest thing and most important in every sense...
So many things going on...and it's so exciting...i never will claim that i am tired , because other have covered up al the tireness i have...

I love the eventsssss and things that going on now!!it's the starting of my life...
mwahhhh LOL!!

Yesterday is 1 day that i will never forget for the whole life...
Say it in this world more realistic =)...if people ever ask , what's the best birthday i have for past 20 years in my first 20...i will definitely say 5/1/2009...
At least i received more than 40 sms and messages from my friends that wish me Happy birthday...
More surprisingly is , yesterday although i am very very tired due to "drive night car" the day before , i feel my head is cracking..other than that i got class that going on yesterday afternoon also...
Yesterday if u ask me , how's the weather outside .... i will say in the day time sunlight shine upon me in a optimum temperature that i feel warm in and out, when sky went dark i saw a starry night that have a pattern of [ =) ] smiling face that appear in the sky...

There's no word that can explain how it feel like , other than that everywhere is a brand new day that start from yesterday ...of cos school reopen is 1 of that but i think people mostly will hate it rather than feel excited to listen teacher po-pek po-pek like chicken backside but you sitting there start to think back the sweeet time you have in school holidays and saliva also come out from the mouth unconsciously ..

In a way maybe 2- is the age to be a really independant people out the society , is time that learn how to walk without help in every factor ...Dreams , career whatsoever it's the path you choose is only depends on urself not others..

A lot of people waiting for 2- age to do what they like , of cos next year i am officially legal to walk into casino and proudly show to the people i am 21 .. just an example.. =P

Wise decision make a move in a fast pace but bad decision will bring you lesson as well..
last time what i think life should be is no longer exist now ... not for a real world , of cos 1 of my decision in life is i dont wan to work for people and just satisfy with the salary i get from my employer until mid age or retire...

THanks To all people who say happy birthday tk to me...It's a sentence that bring me courage to move on to achieve my goalssssssssssssssssssss of life...

20's GOGO!!
headshot the 2009 ....