This is the first time i ever have this come of Feeling...
Maybe is just too hard for me to accept ...failure..
Ya as always you can hear ppl say that , good thing never come easy..it's true the harder you can get the thing the more you will take care off =)...

Maybe i am just not enough of resistant to resist the incoming challenge..because for the past few years i never try hard for other more challenging stuff in the sector i own...everything come easy, lecturer do the talking and student do the writing...spoon feed as always ,like taking off a baby.

I felt i so naive for now to be the best , i doesn't showing that i am giving up..just i make mistake ,a serious mistake...If wanna to keep skill sharp ,you must train everyday and this is well-known by all people but how many peoples can do it?? i am definately not the 1..
As you can see , the basic of success is hard-work and come up with intelligent that own the world...I blame myself for not taking effort to find out more than what lecturer gave ...
Most of my coursemate know well assignment make their life miserable , but i realize that's a way to sharpen your thought ...
Simple -------why assignment have that kind of power...because when assignment come in, they own your thinking, they make you think as hard as you can to squeeze every parts of your brain..
But!!WHY it's so hard when come to assignment , because we used to spoon feed life ...without effort of finding we can get the source that's needed...

So now come into climax , i actually got stuck in some programming things...i got nearly my tears down..i cant afford to just lose to something that can fail me so easily...Over night and night i was thinking solution to get rid of that particular thing...

Yup there's a solution i have currently but is not the expected result that i wan...i wan it to in my way...even many ppl convince me to go for the shortcut first and get it on path after it's stable..i know it may seem to solve the problem easily but i dont wan !!because i wan back my own way , if people can do it then why i cant??

i am so desperate that i hope every tries can bring success, but it didnt..

conclusion?i still stuck half way, honestly ....i really never meet something that is so hard to solve..even for a assignment that is nearly impossible to find in library or internet , i manage to get it after 3-4 hours sitting on the chair and countless nights and days of finding...in my field always got problem with those electronic stuff that's out of the knowledge that you have...learn from troubleshooting then...without doubt i can say whenever there's a failure i dont lose hope because i belive things can go beyond complicated but human is born to solve it...Prove it then!!

=) i didnt lose hope either this time ...i find every1 that can help me, throughout forum and peoples...i will keep searching until the day i find it !!

When i find it i will....
***To Be Continued***